Maladaptive Daydreaming Clairvoyance
So as you probably know from this post. I’m a maladaptive daydreamer. Maladaptive Daydreaming has been nothing short of a gift to me. And it’s sad that some don’t appreciate it due to their own lack of self control. I remember the first time I realized I was experiencing maladaptive daydreaming. I had a lucid dream recently and I couldn’t let it go, so I began to daydream about it. This started at 6pm for me. The next time I look at the clock it’s 12:00am then it’s 2:00am! Where had the time gone? Later that morning I look up, “Can you lucid dream while awake?” Then I came across Maladaptive Daydreaming.
Maladaptive Daydreaming is an extremely under-studied subject and so a lot of us don’t resonate with some supposed causes and alleged negative effects, such as the fact that it happens due to trauma. Because that’s definitely not the case for most of us, according to collective research on the topic. The one thing that many of us can resonate with however would be the signs of Maladaptive Daydreaming.
Maladaptive Daydreaming is a clairvoyant gift for me. A lot of people who have this gift tend to also have ADHD. Truly a hyperactive mind. But this allows us to perceive things on a different level from others. When I was very young hyperactivity was my problem, however as I got older I began to become more hyper focused. Multiple times I have been told I was very observant. That’s because I’m always thinking and looking in places most normal people would never think to look.
Whenever I see a specific event take place, I’m always immediately seeing a scene of my own, normally the same characters. While researching I came across hyperphantasia, simply accurate for me. I already know I have a vivid imagination. It reminds me of times when I liked going to bed when I was younger, because I’d have my next adventure, “Oh we’re going to dream about this today!” Obviously this would be a daydream, but surprisingly, most people don’t have vivid imaginations such as this, where they can just dream up whatever they say. And do it while awake.
Having the ability to do things such as this will make me into the successful person I aspire to become. This is why it’s so easy for me to think of plans to long term gains. Why I always know the next step. I can see every detail of what something is supposed to look like. This is a great aspect to have for an entrepreneur.
I’m a visionary. And I’m a visionary due to this gift. It’s easy for me to plan for the future with my imagination. And I gain a lot of wisdom and insight through maladaptive daydreaming and hyperphantasia. For those who find it a burden somehow, it’s simply your lack of self control, your surrounding environment, and lack of knowledge on what you’re going through. However for some I’m sure it can be a genuine problem.
As some may know, I had an awakening in which I went from christian to agnostic to spiritual. I use divination. And whenever I’m told something, I am able to see the results of certain actions being told to me. A sense of knowing. Being claircognizant. I know its a lot of words. But the thing is, with gifts a lot of them are simply called many different things with meanings so similar they should just share the same word.
I have a very active mind. So much runs through it. And any normal person would break down at the information overload. In the beginning I suppose it would have stressed me out. However, I now write quickly and calmly in order to remember everything running through my head. Sudden realizations, visions and daydreams full of insight. As per divination, in my lifetime I will have a learning curve steeper than most. That is very true. And due to this I am very stress tolerant.
Imagine trying to get a thread through a needle, you have to keep licking the thread to make it thin enough to fit through the needle. However you keep missing and the thread doesn’t stay thin. Most people rage quit and yell. Or extreme anxiety builds up and causes a tensing in your chest. That tension is how it used to feel when I would write while going through these intuitive insight phases. I would have so much information that I just needed to get out. However, now that tension is very very mild but it’s definitely still there. Its bearable enough that I can keep a straight face while writing
Normally while going through this I am writing nonstop. From the beginning to right this moment and surely beyond, I’ve been writing speedily.
I want to delve deeper into this being a gift of intuitive knowing sense. You are able to have a literal guide in your life this way. Through your visual eyes and always active mind. I’ve seen what my future can look like so many times. And every single time, it doesn’t differ. It’s simply in a different place, me saying different things and so on. It always relates to my topic. If I went to college? If I didn’t? What about if I start this business now? I was surprised when my mom told me her thoughts weren’t visual and that she couldn’t make them that way even if she wanted to.
It’s always been so normal to me. And though it may seem like I have a lot going on…. Idk does it? It’s simply a gift of perceiving things on a different level, I feel. Obviously I’m not normal. I know I’m meant to do great things. Not live the conventional life. Change society. But would you think I would have a feeling of grandiose? I don’t. Because it’s not as if I’m a seer. The truth is I don’t know my future. But I do put pressure on myself so that I can only do what I said I would. I’m also confident with my visual guides that have been accurate in every way of my life. This is why I say such things.
The tension is now completely gone, my mind has slowed done. This is the first time i’ve looked up in a while. Almost home. I’m going to work on some smaller blogs.
Also this always happens when I’m talking specifically about my gifts even when I’m daydreaming it. Love that it makes me able to write so much.
